Happy Birthday...to a brother whose mine forever...

Dear Dadu
I know its late...This beautiful day has finally come to an end...But only on the calendar...In my heart, the significance of this date is perennial...Before everything else, let me wish you all the love and happiness in the world. May this year, and many years forth, bring you hope and joys that you have craved for....
We have been through many bumpy rides together...But thanks to the magic of "us", scars have begun to heal....Life seems easier with you close to me again Dadu...Its slow, but its for real....I'm beginning to feel you beside me again....within me...holding me close...shielding me from mishappenings....Maybe its because I'm trying really hard to understand you...Maybe its because you're trying really hard to show me how you feel....I donno....Maybe its both of us trying hard to hold on to each other....Whatever it is....Love doesnt just mean from me to you anymore.....It is from you to me as well...
You say you haven't been able to gift me anything.....I want to tell you that you cannot be more wrong than this....You dear brother, are my unique and unbelievably rare gift...When you are there, life seems refreshed each day....like the fresh breath of air after the first rains...In the days that have become a part of the recent past, the broken pieces have stopped hurting anymore....in fact, I've also managed to put some of them together to recreate that lost picture we had of us, in the frames of our hearts...
Something..somewhere within me...seems to be at peace....I finally have fewer complains in life...I guess, I can stop questioning fate for now....Because now..seems to feel much better....And you my dear brother,have done all of this...
So, on this blessed day I ask God to hold on to these precious, loving moments a tad bit longer...before spinning his time machine....so that I can relish ,in peace, being a part of a life that I'm proud of...A life that belongs to the indispensable you...I thank God....that I have the privilege of calling you my Dadu....
Happy Birthday Dadu!
With all the love my lil heart can give you..
Yours always
SiS.